about as well as you can expect a really sleep deprived person w/sza and bpd that drank a shyt ton the day before. Yes, I did wake up my roommate and rave about "too much sex with the stars" and experiencing too much darkness (double meaning I guess), and yes, he is quite concerned, and yes, that bothers me because it makes me feel like he goes through the same idealize/devalue cycle I go through with him and that this is not going to end well for either of us because it gives me vibes of a past relationship with an extremely traumatic ending.