Yes, I'm trying to just utilize him however I can. I think emails are helping because they're kind of gender neutral (can't see or hear him), and there's no awkward silences or pauses. He comes off much more confident, less passive, in emails. Probably because he has time to think of well put together responses. It's still weird to me because he is a man and one that seem to be emotional. From what I've experienced, he seems to be a really nice person. He just still not the right therapist for me. But for now, I'll continue emailing and see how I'll feel about that.