Just emails.

I thought emails would be helpful, but today's response just let me down. I talked about my feelings and fear towards L and mentioned love and attachment in a therapeutic relationship. I directed it mostly towards my relationship with L, but at the end questioned G on his stance. It wasn't even a direct question, just a fear. His response focused only on his stance, not about the emotions I brought up... I just can't relate to him. I feel like every time I try, there's a roadblock and I'm let down. It just makes me hate him more and miss L more. I'm not trying to compare the two because they are different in too many aspects. But that's exactly it: they are nothing like each other. He has no place in my life, and it's bugging me that he's even in it.