Thanks for the hugs neriz, silverqueen and katt.

neriz - my avatar reflects my mood right now

silverqueen - I forget to hit submit a lot. BTW, where did you get your avatar from, it's soooooo cute.

bad pdoc appt, I'm seriously thinking of looking for a new pdoc. Added yet another med to my arsenol of meds. Still standing her ground on not upping my ADs.

still falling, falling, falling . . . . .