I'm scared my therapist is going to ask me to do PHP tomorrow, and I'm scared I'm going to say yes because I might feel desperate at the time even though I really don't want to do it, and I'm scared they're going to say I'm "too sick" (because I have heard of this happening) for PHP even though a lot of my problems are caused by lack of sleep and Hep C, and I don't think not eating/purging is really causing a significant amount of harm in comparison.
What are the criteria? Is there a certain weight/BMI or lab results or anything?
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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