So I answered yes to have you ever been abused. I don't feel I have PTSD though. I feel most of my problems stem from Sza. Well my pdoc wants me in therapy ASAP. I've been on the waiting list for a year. Well the PTSD clinic called because they got a referral from my doctor to be put on that waiting list. After some confusion I said yes mainly because the person didn't know what to do. I don't want to take someone's spot and this is short term therapy. I need long term therapy. I don't know what to do if my name comes up. Do I go to the assessment and explain? Do I say no thank you? I really want to talk to my pdoc about it but I don't see him for a month, unless my heart messes up.

Now I'm not being completely honest with my Dr. I couldn't find the words, that's why I need the therapist but I feel like I messed up. That I'm taking someone's spot. Do I just wait to see the Dr.?