You are a lucky person then. I mean, I have some people around me, but we are not really close (again, I'm not the problem). Actually, I feel best with a person I met just recently. I feel I can trust her, but you know, we don't know each other for a long time so it is different. And especially, communication with her is slightly difficult (and she admits it). Thank you. Sometimes, it actually feels that the problem when it comes to my friendships and finding a romantic partner that it is bad luck what prevents me from having someone close to me (as I stated some time before, based on objective reasoning, the problem clearly isn't me)...

It is/was problem with tendons. That's why any physical activity would have brought more pain