Omg, (trigger warning)

Today I found my husbands gun under the couch when I was looking for my phone. I tend to loose it often.

Anyways, he was gone for a big job for one day last night. He is coming back tonight. He normally leaves his gun in our bedroom underneath the bedstand.

He didn’t tell me about this.. In the past he cocked his gun in front of me which scared me. I told him not to do that & he laughed. He stopped that eventually.

Weird psycho behavior! Was he trying to scare or intimidate me? I think that by setting boundaries, I let him know that I wouldn’t tolerate that crap.

But he still disrespects me. I asked him about the gun today & he laughed & said that it’s good to be prepared.

Some of you know that we have discussed divorce before & that he is financially controlling.

My good friend is going through a similar situation & her husband had threatened to shoot her. I sent her the picture of the gun & erased my history.

She’ll call the cops if I go missing & I’ll do the he same with her too.

Is it weird to how my husband all of a sudden has his gun under the sofa?

We have money issues with the IRS, I have serious health issues now & we have no health insurance, I’m old, fat & kind of ugly now, disabled, his family & friends don’t like me, he lusts after women in their 20’s 30’s mostly aside from movie stars.

Is it possible he’s thinking of murdering me?