I fear that people may not believe my story
Or it’s too small
They’ll say that’s all? That’s all you suffered?
That I’m just wasting time
People say
That I’m just a kid
That I’m not smart enough
That my reason for dropping college is not enough
My reason was depression and they’re like that’s all?
They’re like but why did you drop?
Not being interested is fine
But depression? No
Could I have done it? I would if I could.
But why did I have to leave college because of it?
Why am I not studying?
I don’t know how to study
I feel no motivation
I am tired
And I cried because of how overwhelmed I was
I sat down in the metro station and called my mom saying mum I don’t wanna go to college
I felt like a child
Don’t know what was going through my head but yeah
I didn’t want to study again
I’m so glad this place is supportive
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