I just realized I'm getting paranoid of pdoc too. Just reviewed my records he did diagnosis me with PTSD. So I guess we have to see where this goes. H doesn't like me reviewing my records. I'm not going to tell him I did. I shouldn't have told h about my thoughts. I should learn to keep them to myself. My heads sweralling with all these thoughts. Why does everyone want to lock me up? It won't help. I'm still crazy. I'm loosing it and I don't know if I care. One thing I know is I'm not talking to the psychiatrist anymore.