I need sleep. Maybe that will help. I wish my friendliness would not be mistaken for weakness. Nice guy but I don't know I don't trust him. Will he think this change is due to h coming home? I don't want to go to my parents, I don't want to go anywhere. Masking this will be hard. It's almost 3 here. I'm going to try to sleep. Hopefully the thoughts will go away tomorrow. I doubt it because there accurate.