I've been seeing my T about every 2 weeks. I think I'm going to tell her this week that I'm good for now - don't need to schedule out into the future. My last bit of "business" with her is finding a way to get past the anger I feel toward my adoptive mother. She was a terrible mother for me in many ways, and affected me for many years after her death. I've been writing about it, and I feel like I've got it pretty well sorted. I think I will meet with her this week, and then call it quits for a while.

I'm in a really good place, and I think I've moved past all of the other issues. I will miss my T, though, a great deal. I've been seeing her for about 11 years, most of that time our appointments were weekly. She has become like a mentor and "friend" to me (in a therapisty way, and in a deeper, more personal way). She is the only person in the world who knows everything I've endured and worked through.

I suppose she'll be like one of those friends that slowly drifts off into the ether as we communicate less and less. It's gonna be difficult, though. I guess the bright side is that I feel well enough to not need therapy at this point.