I'm afraid to ask.

Unfortunately I tolerate seroquel very well. No side effects (other than sleepiness obviously if I take too much). And a bit of weight gain, which I can control. I'm on topamax now and everything tastes disgusting.

I've been through SO many self inflicted med changes since February. I have a med change every six weeks. At my second to last appointment my pdoc said to me, "I've been VERY patient with you..."

So... I'm afraid to go on the AP roller-coaster. Especially since my psychosis control is so fragile. And I don't think my pdoc would be very receptive to any major med changes at the moment.

I JUST NEED TO CONTROL MYSELF 😫