I called my pdoc office and explained about the trintellix and how very down i am and sine hes gone to part time he has no opening til next august and is trasnferring me. so now i have to see someone new and cant see them til jan 10th. i cant stop crying. i cant take this right now. i trusted him and he was nice and idk if ic an trust this shane guy. im just doing really ****** today and cant quit crying. he said there was nothing he could for me bc hes booked and i need to be seen. i JUST saw him dec 5 when he put me on that hellish med.

i just need a long drive to mysefl