see pdoc friday, idk if shell get it or to do the therapy. cw didnt care yesterday since sleep is there. My BP is hovering around 88/58 sometimes a little higher sometimes a little lower. RestHeart rate aboutu 55. I can sometimes walk fine but i havent left in days for the because that ill get lost or hit my head. soetimes i wanna die but not gonna call anyone.

TW:
The only thing I ate and held down yesterday was an egg. I ate some (two spoonfuls) peanut butter but I purged it and there was more blood than peanut butter but not all ove it came up so its not that bad i guess. i got so desperate for release that i drank a bunch of water and purged that. I had another egg a couple hours ago but I had a couple slices of banana with it and it didnt sit write so i purged it too.

I really don't want to make s go out to the store to a multivitamin buy. the devil will get pissed at me

according to my online portal my potassium minus when i was in the hospital was always at about 3.5