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but i do obsess a little about whether he thinks of me outside therapy at all... even for a moment.
and i do think it is a little unfair that he clearly means much more to me than i mean to him.
and i don't like him having the power to make my day (by emailing me or texting me) or break my day (by not emailing me or texting me).
i don't like him having such power to affect me so, and i don't like the emotional demands that my love places on him... i don't like it at all.

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I feel exactly the same way! Another T I know told me that I am giving all of my emotions to T and then am getting angry because he's not doing with them what I want him to be doing. Ughhh. It's all so frustrating!