Horrible night. Fell asleep with new drug okay but woke up again 3 hours later at 1 a.m. unable to sleep. Convinced myself that I was having a horrible reaction to the drug- angio edema- and then proceeded to have a panic attack. Oh that warm flush feeling of dread! I tried watching Netflix but I couldn’t after the panic attack set in. I called my Pdoc who wanted to put me on lithium! Several years ago I had lithium toxicity so I’m not going down that road again! waiting for another call back.

They put me on Depakote now. I won’t stay on it long term - I just can’t gain another 50 pounds! Still supposed to take the Rozerem.