N1 is out of the hospital. She stopped by my mom’s. Nobody is mentioning that we know she was there.

I don’t know what to do about my friend C.S. - the one I talk with every day. We have known each other for about 10 years now. I feel that we are great friends but more than friends at the same time. He has told me in the past that he doesn’t want to officially date for fear we’d break up but that seems like a cop out to me. We are very close emotionally. We can talk about anything. I’m 51 and acting like a middle schooler: “Hey C.S. Do you like like me?!”!