I understand you Rose. At least, you have the strength to post here when you feel down. It requires braveness. I do just the opposite. I only write here when there’s a period when I’m feeling stable and I feel strength to participate.

You, without even knowing, have being an inspiration for me. I also want to have the strength to write here when I’m struggling. I think it’s a way to show myself more genuine and show on a public board the whole of myself.
I tend to run away from people when I feel bad. I didn’t want to talk to people, I don’t reply to anybody.
Thank you, Rose.