I have my session with L in two days, and I don't even know what to talk to her about. I just feel so much anger towards her. She knows because I told her in my weekly email Sunday night. I just feel like I have nothing to say to her and that there's nothing she can say to me that would help. I'm in this situation because of her, and now I'm alone without any support. Sure, T will be there in an emergency and our one time session next month. But as far as weekly support, there's no one.

What reassurances could I ask for? That I would believe? I can't think of anything that would be believable and comforting. There's just nothing I can think of that I want out of the session.