My husband is going to help me wrap presents after work tomorrow. Whew. So that makes me a little less stressed, and I think I'm starting to feel better physically.

I'm just having bad paranoia and am afraid to go to bed. I'm afraid I'll have more nightmares. I don't know what to do! I don't know what my pdoc will be able to do for me on the 3rd. I don't want to make any major med adjustments (like starting something new) because he's on vacation all February. And my next appointment isn't until the end of March. I can't go up on loxapine because I can't tolerate it. I have a seroquel habit (in fact, I'll be out of prn seroquel by Saturday... I can't get a refill until after the holidays).

I'd prefer to just be on one antipsychotic.

I'm sick of being a walking pharmacy!!!!

I don't know how well seroquel works for psychosis? I just know it helps anxiety and mood.