I can’t believe I’ve worked 4 days in a row. Does it make any sense that it’s the same exact job and same stress but it’s a less toxic atmosphere than the last one. Better coworkers. Managers less micromanaging jerks. It just feels more bearable. I don’t like it by any means, I don’t enjoy retail. But I don’t hate this one to the point of feeling sick thinking about going like I did my last one. I don’t care whether it lasts a long time or not. It really doesn’t matter to me. One way or another it’s fine.

Also Monday through this coming Sunday I’ll have worked 35 hours total. That’s the most I’ve ever worked in one week in the time I’ve been working. I’m proud of myself.