It's been a weird day. As I've mentioned before I see a law judge in February about disability-- i'm not so hopeful about it.

I got a CD in the mail from social security -- it's my disability file to review. The letter mentions wanting to update it with any/all information since last update to possibly make "a favorable decision without seeing the law judge".I looked through the CD and there's nothing really new of note to give them. My mom seems to think this is all a very good sign, but I think it's more protocol. I'll comply and give them updated records, but my heart will be crushed when I am denied a third time and told yet again I'm not " messed up enough" to matter.