Yeah I know I haven't been around much. I have kind of been having a rough time for awhile. But things are really starting to look up for me. I am ready to move forward and start dealing with some things. I think it will help now that I am through the one year anniversary of the sexual assault. Though there have been many many hurdles. I had decided to move back into the assisted living in like March and well so I did, but I am ready to move past that too. I am getting my own place again. I have had alot of problems there where I was living. Actually my meeting I had last week with the two staff and my therapists went pretty bad, but it showed my therapists the reasoning behind me wanting to move. They said some very disrespectful things that really hurt me. They said that all I do is care about myself and everything always has to go my way and that when it doesn't I get upset and that all I do is play games. But I guess I don't agree because alot of who I am is trying to help others, that is why I am going into education, because I care. I don't know, I guess I am kind of venting now but I guess I've been needing to. But I did give my 30 day notice that day and though they said the things they said, I am going to move past it. It went so bad that one of my therapists asked one of them to go out in the hall with her and then the other one left too. They drove me way past my limit and I just broke out in tears during the meeting, it really hurt when they were just saying one negative comment after another, I don't know I guess I like to see myself as being a kind person who cares, someone that people can trust, hearing those things really hurt alot of how I see myself. I 'm sorry I am just a little upset because, well I don't even know what to say. I'm sorry everyone.