Tuesday is my last day with my T after 3 years of a very close professional relationship where I saw him almost weekly and emailed him at least twice a day.

I am beyond devastated - I feel like a huge chunk of my life is gone with no one to fill it. I told him so much over the years, he was with me through everything including my attempts over the years to end it.

I did meet my new T - just last week and I wasn't impressed. He did say that he knew it would take some time and that he didn't want to diminish the relationship I had with my old T. I appreciated that.

It's just that this is the worst time for a change in Ts. I am under so much stress (unemployment benefits end soon and no job in sight) that it is impossible to see any light at the end of the tunnel.

Any good wishes or support would be much appreciated. Thanks.

Mary Alice