hi, i was and today im really horrified for what the future holds. my boyfriend is objectively really emotionally and mentally abusive, he has gaslighted, guilt tripped, and victimised himself ever since me and my friend met him and now he has it is ****ing horrifying that i cannot tell anyone about this because i dont want to label him as because im scared of what hes going to do and anyways i cant stop seeing him because we have a concert planned soon and again, im scared of what he'll do.
this entire situation just makes me feel so hopeless especially since i have to see him today and i just dont know what to do with that i dont know how ill be able to cope because it literally feels like my entire life has come to an end ever since happened, and now i have to see the cause of all this pain and act completely normal and happy for christmas eve! i hate this situation i dont know how to live anymore and nobody cares or knows, i feel lost, thank you for listening.