((((((Katie))))))

I know the mania is the hardest thing in the world to give up. Perhaps you could ask for a different antipsychotic that brings you down a bit, so you can feel a little bit more even-keel. Sometimes finding that middle ground with medication takes a bit of trial and error. Don't give up on it though. I've seen many, many patients who take their meds get well, feel better, and live happy, productive lives.

What kind of life do you want to live? What are your goals?
Love,
Okie