After discussing it with my sister and my boyfriend and my therapist I decided to follow through with quitting the job. That type of work is so bad for my mental health. I can’t handle the level of past pace and the total disregard for employees.

So yeah. I guess retail was kind of an experiment. I feel like a failure. But it showed me that it’s not the right place for me. I gave it two shots. 3 1/2 months total.

I’m continuing my volunteer job with the cat rescue. That’s another thing. The retail job wouldn’t let me have the specific day off so I could go to my volunteer job. I am not giving up volunteering with the cats to work some retail job I hate that I dread going to and that ****s up my mental health. Sooo I’m just gonna keep going to my volunteer job and go back to college in the fall to finish my associates degree.