So sorry that you're going through this too. I had to put my husband away because he threw away his meds and his delusions got so bad it became scary. It is by far the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life, and now dealing with the loneliness is even harder.
What I would give for one of his hugs right now.
This is so hard. But I know you'll be okay, because you're not alone too.