They "stabilized" me medically (lots of electrolyte imbalances, low MPV (I think that's what it's called?) anemic), then IEA'd (regular hospital, apparently there's more than just Concord in NH for involuntary patients. Never knew that) me for SH and SI, where I continued disordered eating which got worse and my potassium got low again. Oh, also my roommate snuck in some PCP laced weed (they can only legally keep us 10 days, and what are they gonna do? Kick us out? Send us to jail which my roommate said was much better) and I got really fked up and had a seizure and my BVC that day was a 6. and I don't know if my psychosis came back/got worse or if the nurses just gaslighted me hardcore. So all and all, good visit

I have an intake appointment for a legitimate eating disorder inpatient Friday.

I did not get into the sober living place. Well, I kinda did, but the waitlist is like 2 years long.