To the nurses and MHTs at my most recent IP stay (which was an IEA so fk the groups with other people who don't want to be there and aren't trying to really get better and they were like "you're here for an eating disorder. We don't treat eating disorders and don't give a flying shyt if you eat or purge....but if you binge we'll lock the dining area outside of meal times which they actually did) who were complaining about me sleeping like 18 hours a day,
when you finally get out of survival mode and feel safe enough to rest
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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