I had my intake appointment for the disordered eating IP this morning. I don't think I'll get in because they seem to only take people who are legitimately sick and because of all the treatment I got during the IEA I'm medically stable (says the person who just woke up after passing out after purging). Too sick for PHP, not sick enough for IP, insurance doesn't cover residential I want to sleep through therapy today. I gotta go obviously but I'm just so fking tired and I figured out I can sleep well under the bed if I have a knife, pepper spray, and a crow bar with me so I've been doing that a lot lately.