|
Makes sense that you feel safe in that setting. But the self sabotage immediately after leaving is what you need to work on changing. Having awareness is a good first step. I hope you are able to get into residential treatment. I think you’d feel safer there though I do expect you’d test them to the max.
__________________
Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
|