I feel like **** today. I'm lethargic. My anxiety is through the roof. I'm about to go take my 5th valium. All my meds aren't working. This just happened suddenly this morning. I slept over 10 hours and I haven't had any coffee. Just a couple sodas. Idk. Its just some weird crap feeling I don't normally deal with. I can't think of anything that is stressing me out. I was feeling pretty good up until this 7AM this morning. Or late last night or some ****.

Does anyone else have dreams where they are living in an different universe? I have dreams a lot where I'm in a coma and I can hear people discussing things. Then I wake up and it was just a dream.

I've taken my nightly Geodon. I took an extra 20mil earlier. And a dramamine. And no luck on the moods anxiety or just general bad feelings. I want to eat something but I'm not hungry. What is my isssue.

I've also been having a ton of dreams about me missing or forgetting about work or coming in half dressed. I know they are common dreams. I have about the same 3 dreams.

I had sleep paralyis so badly last night. My mind was working but my body wasn't. I was finally just like "you need give up trying to move.

I have no idea why things were so weird today.