I’m really beginning to worry that I might be the problem in my relationships. I’m afraid I am toxic. I definitely know that I have a lot of things about me that I would just rather people not know. I have times when I feel like I been a real piece of s—t in my life. I don’t know if I can ever have really mutually rewarding relationships because I’m not sure if I would want to share all of the intimate details of my thoughts and emotions with someone else, I’m frankly afraid of what I think sometimes.