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Jan 05, 2024, 07:41 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2013
Posts: 930
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Got my personal name for "retirement" ~ JubliGlee.
'Cept it ain't necessarily so. It's exactly like before, but work is missing as a source of stress. Today, a trade I thought would go through turns I was 24 hours too late in placing it.
Which led me to reflect on the various ways of Motive:- Fear of Missing Out - one of the reasons I thought to try the trade. But felt as the positive ...
- Enjoy an adventure - well, it's been one, but not the one I wanted.
- Anger - To defend or redeem myself. This is now fired up. Feeling a sharpening of focus with the narrowing of my eyes. Not describing things as what they really are gets me going.
- Adding fuel is I applied for some market research on being scammed and revisited my sustained anger when I realized they had ripped me off. And eventually they got away with it!
Grrrr. Thanks for your ears. R.
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