[Please sorry for any grammar mistake, i am doing my best but not a native. Used to write in this forum some years ago. i don't find forums in my own language to be a safe place and there are days where i don't have anyone to talk. Altough realized i should reduce internet, i still look for a small place in the internet to occasionally share]

I just wanted to write that i made a present for a friend and it was a pair of knitted fingerless gloves, very poorly sewn. In fact, there was a lot of knots and badly crossing yarns on the side. Also, i put a felt decoration in the centre, not tight enough and prolly will come off
Nonetheless, i shipped them. She lives in another town and was afraid she wouldn't receive it in time. I gifted her a book as well, but
I feel guilty, cause the mittens are visible done fast with not enough care
But I am so tired, i just hope she won't notice to much, or will gave them away. Idk

I have been a careless person, now that I am getting old and people around me starting to get seriously ill or pass away, every bad action is triggering, even the smallest ones