My sister called. I was upset that she hadn't called me on my birthday (last Monday). She said I had previously told her that I preferred not to get a call on my birthday. I had suspected that was the reason she didn't call. She told my brother the same thing and I guess that's why he didn't call. I kind of forgot about it. But then I just recalled that, around November or early December of last year (2022), my sister and I didn't have a good talk; and then I told her not to call me anymore. I ended up calling her in the middle of Jan. of '23 because my phone had gone out of service. So because of that, we got talking to each other again. Anyways, the talk I had with my sister recently didn't go well. I get the feeling we're going to phase each other out eventually.

My friend and I argued this morning over the phone. But later in that phone call, we decided to talk later and try to resolve things. My sister and my friend are all I have socially and both are not going well. So that makes me depressed, anxious, and lonely.