I still have no energy. A favorite relative of mine died last evening. I'm too far away to go to the wake or funeral.

I have to clean up my kitchen after days of not washing a dish. Getting anything done is hard. I have a pile of mail from days ago that I haven't opened. This was the first year that I sent no Christmas cards. Even as a child, I did the xmas cards for my parents. This year I just was too downcast to care. It's so not like me.