I'm 65 and have chronic pain in my knees, upper thighs, hips and back. I'm basically just waiting to "go home". I have one very close friend. I live in a nursing home and I still isolate. I never knew how to make friends. I'm not happy, I wish I still lived in my apartment, although living here is better for my mental health. I wish I could still ride my bike but this is a locked down home and I need permission to go anywhere with my friend.
I'm overwhelmed by my circumstances and I miss my freedom. I don't like getting old because of the pain and my circumstances. Hang in there, Will, there are a lot of lost older people and we all feel similarly to you.
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