The only friend I have and I got into a fight yesterday over the phone. I told him I don't want to be friends with him anymore. It's happened before. The problem is that a lot of times I end up taking him back. I need to know better why I keep doing it and then end up sorry later. But there's no one else in my life now, so back to ultimate loneliness again.

Yesterday I called my brother. He told me that my sister told him that I prefer not to get phone calls on the holidays. I didn't think she'd tell him that. He and I talked for a while but it wasn't all that great.

Not much of a day today. I just stayed in and didn't do any errands of any kind. Though I have some errands to do tomorrow. I think it'll be a better day to do it.