I think I'm getting depressed. It's not bad yet but I think it's there. I'll need my therapist to monitor. My pdoc was pretty much expecting this because I got depressed about the middle of January the last 2 years. I have higher dose Emsam waiting for me to need it. I just don't want to go through what I did last year.. Last year was awful.. After I see my therapist tomorrow I'll figure out if I need to tell my pdoc or my mom yet. I think I'm ok but it's hard to be sure when I'm pretty sure it is starting.