People pretend that I matter.
They pretend to be my friend.

I've learned the lesson, though:
When someone else punches me in the face it doesn't matter.
When someone smashes me into the floor it doesn't matter.
When someone beats me up it doesn't matter.
When someone burns me it doesn't matter.
When someone cuts my skin it doesn't matter.

Logically then, when I hurt myself it shouldn't matter either