You do matter!!!
You matter quite alot!!
I'm sorry that people have been so cruel to you..you don't deserve it at all.
You are very kind and have helped me through some rough patches..and you have helped countless other people here too!!

I am here for you Griffe and everyone here on pc is here for you too.
Feel free to pm me if you want to talk or just vent..I am here for you rember that and rember you do matter ALOT!!