that's what h keeps saying... that he's not ready to go yet. then again h really struggles with the "playing God" aspect of this. I understand that of course but I also understand that if Stormy's in pain, it's a beautiful and final act of love that we can do for him to let him go peacefully before he's in a ton more pain. When it's time I told h I want to have somebody come to the house, I think Stormy would be much more comfortable that way... but h is absolutely against it he doesn't want the memory of it happening in the house. So we're at an impasse on that.