I'm hanging on by a thread. My T wants me to go to the hospital, but I just don't see how that is going to help anything. Especially right now when I have a short time to find a new job. Even good things that happen aren't making me feel anything but miserable. I've started having physical symptoms from this, and that's really never happened before -- my stomach is upset all the time (all the better to lose weight, I guess). (Please excuse the morbid humor).

I have started making stupid mistakes at work, when I'm actually working and when I'm not, like, 3 hours late. I'm just.....blahhhhh.