I was up till 3 a.m. ruminating about various things playing out every possible conflicting scenario in my mind ad infinitum. The shakes last night were really bad too- I could hardly type anything. My right hand is the worst.

Tomorrow is my pnurse appointment. Finally! I’ve got such high hopes and I hope I am not disappointed.

I was reading my bipolar blog to C last night. Interesting reading.

I thought I heard country music earlier. Never heard the neighbors except when they fight. I think it was just a hallucination. Also having conflicting commanding internal voices. Nasty nasty stuff they say.

Thinking I’ll just sleep in what I wore today and wear it again tomorrow to see Pdoc. I should look how I feel- a mess!