They are not your fault. You've been under a lot of stress lately and a lot of med changes and your brain is just on overdrive. Hopefully the new med I can't spell kicks in quickly. If you are still having hallucinations and counting knives in a day or 2 you should probably call your pdoc. I know you just saw her but those are things you don't want to get out of hand. Better to react too soon rather than too late.