Last night I out of the blue decided to go out to dinner for the first time in over a year. I just kinda had it with beans in a coffee mug and CNN so I said to my mom if we could go to Outback around 4 I'd go out to eat. So she was super happy since she has been trying for months to get me to go out to dinner and I wouldn't go.

Dinner went well. The food wasn't great but the service was good. Some guy and the lady he was with were talking about guns and Alec Baldwin. Since we went at 4 it wasn't crowded.

Today I've been thinking I've been feeling fine and I was just tired but now I feel sucky physically and I think I'm getting sick. Probably just what my mom and niece has. Hopefully not what the hacking dude behind us has. But my mom feels worse then she did before. So who knows.

But I didn't realize how much my meds were holding me back. I guess they just made me too tired to do anything. Mainly the Prestiq. The withdrawels are still not a big deal.