These withdrawels can go suck it. Zzzquil never agrees with my anxiety the next day anyways though. I'm agitated right now and I've been so ornery all day. I went down to 25mil lamictal tonight. But I always get like this on Monday night. But its probably more the stuff from last night tbh. I don't think its the Prestiq since I've been on the same dose for awhile.

I also read some triggering stuff last night on Reddit about gender identity.

I have a couple emails into my therapist.